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39 Weeks Is Definitely A Big Milestone (39 Weeks / 26th January 2022)

Remake of an image I made when I was 30 weeks pregnant. It is a self-portrait from head to knees. I am nude and my left arm is across my breasts and clasping my right upper arm. My right hand is over my pubic area.
39 Weeks Is Definitely A Big Milestone (39 Weeks / 26th January 2022)
 
#ITookAPhotoOfMyselfNudeAt30WeeksAndSaidThatThatSeemedLikeABigMilestone
#NowIAm39WeeksWhichIHaveNeverBeenBeforeAndSoIThoughtIWouldRecreateTheImage
#ForNumericalPurposes40WeeksWouldBeBetterButIMightNotGetThatFar
#IHadMy38WeekAppointmentAndMyUrineAndBloodPressureWasFineThoughISaidIDidNotKnowWhatPositionTheBabyWasInNow
#ILiftedUpMyDressAndTheBabyWasMakingSomeWeirdShapes
#TheStudentMidwifeSpentAGoodFewMinutesFeelingMyBumpButSaidSheReallyDidNotKnow
#SoTheOtherMidwifeCameOverAndSheSaidSheWasAlsoUnsureAsMyStomachMusclesAreApparentlySoStrongThatItIsHardToTell
#SheGuessedBreechThenToldTheStudentToTryForAHeartbeatOnTheLowerLeftSide
#ShePickedUpAStrongOneButThenTheMidwifeSaidSheShouldHaveSaidToGoForTheUpperLeftSide
#ItWasNotVeryStrongThereSoBasedOnTheHeartbeatTheyThinkTheBabyIsHeadDown
#IGoBetweenFeelingQuiteRelaxedAndStressedAboutGivingBirthAndHavingASecondChild
#SomeMomentsIFeelReallyMentallyPreparedAndThenOtherTimesIHaveToRemindMyselfThatICouldBeHavingABabyAnyDayNow
#IKeepTryingToVisualiseHowItWillBeAndIHopeWeAllAdaptWell
#CurrentlyIAmGoingToBedEarlierAndGettingUpBeforeBToStretch
#IHaveMissedNapsTheLastCoupleOfDaysAndHaveBeenDoingALotOfNesting
#LastNightIFeltLikeMaybeIWasInTheEarlyStagesOfLabourDueToLegTinglesButMaybeIAmImaginingThings
#BFellOverWhenWeWereAtTheParkTheOtherDayAndHasACutUnderHerNose
#IHopeItHealsQuickSoThatItIsNotTooVisibleInTheFirstPicturesOfBAndHerSibling
#ThatSoundsQuiteShallowButItIsSomethingIHaveBeenThinkingAbout
#WeFinallyGotBANewCupWhichIsLikeHerCousinsThatSheLikesToDrinkOutOf
#IHaveNeverSeenHerSoEnthusiasticForJustPlainOldWater
#LastNightIFilledItUpFromMyGlassAndThenSheKeptWantingToPretendToPourWaterIntoMyGlassBeforeHavingADrink
#SheReallyCopiesNowWhichIsQuiteCute
#TheOtherDayTiagoWasRubbingMyArmAffectionatelyAsHeHeldBAndThenSheRubbedMyArm
#IWasShowingHerSomeDrawingsInHerNotepadAndThenSheCopiedHowITouchedThePaper
#SheWasTryingToPutALidOnAJarAndIWasTryingToExplainWithMyHandThatSheNeededToLayItFlatterSoSheWasTappingTheTopWithHerHandToo
#SheHasANewThingOfWhenWeWantToPickHerUpOffTheSofaOrOutOfThePushchairOrOutOfHerHighchairSheHidesHerFace
#IOftenHaveToLeaveHerInHerHighchairToFaffForABitAfterAMealAsSheIsQuiteHappyJustMessingAround
#LatelyWhenIHaveWantingToPutHerShoesOnHerSheLeansAgainstSomethingWhileSheLiftsUpAFoot
#IHaveAnAppointmentBookedForNextWeekWhichIsApparentlyForASweepButIHopeTheBabyComesBeforeThenOrIMightLeaveTheSweepUntilTheFollowingWeek

#ITookAPhotoOfMyselfNudeAt30WeeksAndSaidThatThatSeemedLikeABigMilestone

This image/post.

#NowIAm39WeeksWhichIHaveNeverBeenBeforeAndSoIThoughtIWouldRecreateTheImage

I posted the image this week, so it reminded me and I thought it was a nice one to recreate – especially as bump has grown a lot.

#ForNumericalPurposes40WeeksWouldBeBetterButIMightNotGetThatFar

Baby X could really come any day now…

#IHadMy38WeekAppointmentAndMyUrineAndBloodPressureWasFineThoughISaidIDidNotKnowWhatPositionTheBabyWasInNow

Honestly going to appointments has been something to look forward to, which is really sad, but shows how repetitive our days are at the moment.

#ILiftedUpMyDressAndTheBabyWasMakingSomeWeirdShapes

It was the same two midwives as last time and they probably think I just talk a lot of rubbish – I’m just excited to see people.

#TheStudentMidwifeSpentAGoodFewMinutesFeelingMyBumpButSaidSheReallyDidNotKnow

It must be so weird trying to figure it out. I look at Baby X moving and I have no clue what body part is poking out most/all of the time.

#SoTheOtherMidwifeCameOverAndSheSaidSheWasAlsoUnsureAsMyStomachMusclesAreApparentlySoStrongThatItIsHardToTell

Last time I had a bit of diastasis recti, so I felt a bit proud that I’ve avoided that (I think) this time. I don’t see why they’re so strong though – I guess just from the stretches, picking up B(?), and from sitting up by rolling onto my side first.

#SheGuessedBreechThenToldTheStudentToTryForAHeartbeatOnTheLowerLeftSide #ShePickedUpAStrongOneButThenTheMidwifeSaidSheShouldHaveSaidToGoForTheUpperLeftSide #ItWasNotVeryStrongThereSoBasedOnTheHeartbeatTheyThinkTheBabyIsHeadDown

I have a scan soon, so they will know for sure but I feel that the baby must be head down – unless the baby has moved by then, if the baby doesn’t come before then.

#IGoBetweenFeelingQuiteRelaxedAndStressedAboutGivingBirthAndHavingASecondChild

I just want to get it over and done with, so we can move on with our lives. I’m bored of waiting.

#SomeMomentsIFeelReallyMentallyPreparedAndThenOtherTimesIHaveToRemindMyselfThatICouldBeHavingABabyAnyDayNow

It’s weird. I had to check my hospital bags the other day to remind myself where things are.

#IKeepTryingToVisualiseHowItWillBeAndIHopeWeAllAdaptWell

B is having a bit of a throwing phase, so I’m going to have to be careful with where I lay Baby X down. I like to imagine B just looking at X intently, but I’m also worried she might try to feed her all her foods.

#CurrentlyIAmGoingToBedEarlierAndGettingUpBeforeBToStretch

Tiago has been super tired with work, so I’ve been better at getting B up in the morning – he was doing it for ages as I was so tired.

#IHaveMissedNapsTheLastCoupleOfDaysAndHaveBeenDoingALotOfNesting

I’ve just felt too energetic to nap, though I have been lying down and relaxing. I have been tidying up and organising things a lot.

#LastNightIFeltLikeMaybeIWasInTheEarlyStagesOfLabourDueToLegTinglesButMaybeIAmImaginingThings

When I was in labour with B I had leg tingles, so it could be a sign or it could just be from how I sit or something.

#BFellOverWhenWeWereAtTheParkTheOtherDayAndHasACutUnderHerNose

Her friend likes to escape from the playground and B was running around, then smack… 🙁

#IHopeItHealsQuickSoThatItIsNotTooVisibleInTheFirstPicturesOfBAndHerSibling #ThatSoundsQuiteShallowButItIsSomethingIHaveBeenThinkingAbout

I just want some nice pictures, but it will be an indication of how it will having two under two I guess. I can’t wait for them to meet… I can’t wait to meet the baby!

#WeFinallyGotBANewCupWhichIsLikeHerCousinsThatSheLikesToDrinkOutOf

It has a straw and B always steals it whenever we see her cousin.

#IHaveNeverSeenHerSoEnthusiasticForJustPlainOldWater

Hello lots of nappy changes…

#LastNightIFilledItUpFromMyGlassAndThenSheKeptWantingToPretendToPourWaterIntoMyGlassBeforeHavingADrink

Maybe it was more of a cheers thing, which I showed her before? Maybe a bit of both. It was sweet.

#SheReallyCopiesNowWhichIsQuiteCute

Cute, but a bit scary at times.

#TheOtherDayTiagoWasRubbingMyArmAffectionatelyAsHeHeldBAndThenSheRubbedMyArm

It was really sweet.

#IWasShowingHerSomeDrawingsInHerNotepadAndThenSheCopiedHowITouchedThePaper

I was showing her how she should draw with her crayons as well and she was just moving her hands about.

#SheWasTryingToPutALidOnAJarAndIWasTryingToExplainWithMyHandThatSheNeededToLayItFlatterSoSheWasTappingTheTopWithHerHandToo

Fascinating stuff, but it just showed me how much she copies and takes things literally – it’s fair enough, she’s 19 months old.

#SheHasANewThingOfWhenWeWantToPickHerUpOffTheSofaOrOutOfThePushchairOrOutOfHerHighchairSheHidesHerFace

I picked her up out of her pushchair yesterday and said ‘where’s B?’ and she laughed.

#IOftenHaveToLeaveHerInHerHighchairToFaffForABitAfterAMealAsSheIsQuiteHappyJustMessingAround

And she won’t let me take her out…

#LatelyWhenIHaveWantingToPutHerShoesOnHerSheLeansAgainstSomethingWhileSheLiftsUpAFoot

Cute. Yesterday she put her hand on the wall while she lifted up her right foot, then leaned her back against the wall as I put her left shoe on.

#IHaveAnAppointmentBookedForNextWeekWhichIsApparentlyForASweepButIHopeTheBabyComesBeforeThenOrIMightLeaveTheSweepUntilTheFollowingWeek

I’ve seen the appointment in my calendar for ages, but the midwife mentioned it was for a sweep. I was about to leave, so I didn’t say ‘do I have to have it etc?’ as I know they are optional. If the baby isn’t born just after the due date, then they might want to hang on. I have an appointment booked in with my midwife for the week after which would be another sweep, so I’d rather just wait until then, but I also do not want to be induced either really so we’ll see…


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