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General Documenting Pregnancy Shoot IX (40 Weeks / 2nd February 2022)

Shoot which I am recreating for the 9th time this pregnancy. I am wearing a bra and leggings. I have my right hand clasping my left elbow. My bump is bigger than the previous version of this image.
General Documenting Pregnancy Shoot IX (40 Weeks / 2nd February 2022)
 
#IReallyDidNotThinkThatIWouldStillBePregnantAt40Weeks
#ItIsNiceThatIHaveHadABitMoreTimeToMyselfBeforeBabyXArrivesThough
#IReallyDoForgetAtTimesThatThereCouldBeABabyArrivingAnyDayNow
#ThoughSometimesIFeelLikeTheBabyIsComingAndISuddenlyFeelQuiteCalm
#LetUsHopeThatIFeelLikeThatWhenTheBabyIsActuallyComing
#IThinkAtTheMomentItIsTheUnknownOfNotKnowingWhenTheBabyWillArriveThatIsMakingMeFeelABitStressed
#IJustDoNotWantItToBeTheMiddleOfTheNightWhenMyParentsNeedToComeAndPickUpB
#EspeciallyAsBIsAtNurseryAFewSessionsAWeekNowAndMyMumComesRoundAFewTimesAWeekSoIAmSureItWillHappenAtAVeryInconvenientTime
#IAmPassingTheTimeByThinkingOfWhichDateIWouldLikeToGiveBirthOnAsILikeTheNumbersLikeToday
#ButThenThatDatePassesAndIHaveToFindAnotherOneThatILikeButReallyItDoesNotMatter
#IHaveHadMegaPainInMyRightBoobAFewTimesSinceMyLastShoot
#IHaveNotBotheredTryingToDoTheColostrumHarvestingYetButIMightStartTodayOrTomorrow
#IWantedToGetToThisShootAndIHopeThisIsTheLastOneSoIThinkIWillStartTryingToDoAnythingToKickstartFullOnLabourNow
#IThinkIWillTurnDownTheSweepThatIsScheduledForMeAsThereIsAnotherOneBookedInForAFewDaysLater
#IJustDoNotWantToGetToThePointWhereIHaveToBeInducedThoughIWillBeSurprisedIfIDoButWhoKnows
#AboutAWeekAgoIRealisedThatICanNoLongerDoTheInsideSectionOfMyCoatUp
#SoWhenItIsColdIWearABigCardiganUnderneathMyCoatThoughTheWeatherWasReallyNiceYesterday
#WheneverIGoForWalksNowAndBumpIntoSomeoneIKnowTheyAlwaysSayTheyAreSurprisedToSeeMeOut
#IFeelLikeIHaveBecomeChattierWithMorePeopleOverTheLastFewWeeksAndKnowSomeMorePeople
#IAmDefinitelyWaddlingMoreNowEspeciallyIfIGoOutWithoutBAndThePushchair
#IHaveBeenGaggingWheneverIBrushMyTeethInTheEveningForWeeksNowAndIAmBoredOfIt
#IHaveATowelUnderneathTheBedsheetAndThenOneOnTopOfItInCaseMyWatersBreakWhenIAmInBed
#SomeNightsISleepWellAndSomeNightsIWakeUpLoadsOrCanNotSleepForAnHourOrTwo
#YesterdayIBuiltBsTableAndChairsWhichWasANiceDistraction
#SheHadLunchAtItAndAteMoreCreamCheeseOnToastThanSheEverHasSoThatWasGood
#ANewThingOfHersIsWalkingAroundOnHerTiptoesWhichIGuessSheDoesBecauseSheHasFiguredOutSheCanDoIt
#SheIsAlsoAReallySupportiveCheerleaderAtTheMomentWhoClapsEverythingIDoWhichIsGoodForMySelfEsteem
#IAmNotSureIfItIsHormonesOrWhatButIAmCurrentlyObsessedWithA30SecondSectionOfBatOutOfHellAndIKeepPlayingThatBitOnRepeat
#IHopeThatBabyXLikesMusicAndDancingAsMuchAsBDoesButIfNotThatIsFine
#IDoNotWantToWishTheirEarlyYearsAwayButIAlsoCanNotWaitToSeeTheBigHumansTheyTurnInto

(These shoots have been really stressing me out. I doubt I’ll get to 42 weeks, so I hope this is the last time I have to do one. I’m definitely disappointed that they don’t line up better – I wish I’d known that I’d repeat this shot, or thought about it more and made my life easier by standing or something.)

#IReallyDidNotThinkThatIWouldStillBePregnantAt40Weeks

I’ve been on high alert for 3 weeks as B was so early…

#ItIsNiceThatIHaveHadABitMoreTimeToMyselfBeforeBabyXArrivesThough

B’s at nursery 3 sessions a week, so I’ve had some time to get some things done and just feel less mentally exhausted.

#IReallyDoForgetAtTimesThatThereCouldBeABabyArrivingAnyDayNow

Tiago really does forget I think (I’m sure I say the same things every post now).

#ThoughSometimesIFeelLikeTheBabyIsComingAndISuddenlyFeelQuiteCalm

The other night in bed I thought ‘this is it’. Nope.

#LetUsHopeThatIFeelLikeThatWhenTheBabyIsActuallyComing

Fingers crossed. Probably not as when the baby is actually coming I need to get organised – finish packing the last bits of my hospital bag (things that I use every day like phone charger and toiletries), get B’s stuff organised etc.

#IThinkAtTheMomentItIsTheUnknownOfNotKnowingWhenTheBabyWillArriveThatIsMakingMeFeelABitStressed

I like to be organised. If I knew the baby was coming tomorrow I’d get stuff ready…

#IJustDoNotWantItToBeTheMiddleOfTheNightWhenMyParentsNeedToComeAndPickUpB

My waters broke with B at 1am, so let’s see.

#EspeciallyAsBIsAtNurseryAFewSessionsAWeekNowAndMyMumComesRoundAFewTimesAWeekSoIAmSureItWillHappenAtAVeryInconvenientTime

It would be great if it happened while B was at nursery or my Mum was already here. That’d be too convenient though.

#IAmPassingTheTimeByThinkingOfWhichDateIWouldLikeToGiveBirthOnAsILikeTheNumbersLikeToday

2/2/22 is cool.

#ButThenThatDatePassesAndIHaveToFindAnotherOneThatILikeButReallyItDoesNotMatter

The anniversary of our first date is coming up soon, but to be fair after today I care less.

#IHaveHadMegaPainInMyRightBoobAFewTimesSinceMyLastShoot

I still haven’t had any noticeable boob leaks this pregnancy.

#IHaveNotBotheredTryingToDoTheColostrumHarvestingYetButIMightStartTodayOrTomorrow

B came before I had the chance with her, but I just think it will not work for me. I’ll give it a go though… maybe.

#IWantedToGetToThisShootAndIHopeThisIsTheLastOneSoIThinkIWillStartTryingToDoAnythingToKickstartFullOnLabourNow

I feel like maybe I have been in early labour for a week, but it is hard to say without being examined every day. I want to avoid that until next week really…

#IThinkIWillTurnDownTheSweepThatIsScheduledForMeAsThereIsAnotherOneBookedInForAFewDaysLater

Reading about it it just seems like it increases the chance of you getting an infection, or your waters prematurely breaking which then puts you on a deadline and probably being induced.

#IJustDoNotWantToGetToThePointWhereIHaveToBeInducedThoughIWillBeSurprisedIfIDoButWhoKnows

[Trigger warning: Skip this part if you are pregnant and do not want to read something negative about inductions – don’t read the italics]

I was already feeling worried, and then someone in the park said their girlfriend was induced and she said if anyone tries to do that to her again to kick them in the face.

[Okay you can read again]

#AboutAWeekAgoIRealisedThatICanNoLongerDoTheInsideSectionOfMyCoatUp

I know that I could not do the outside up before I gave birth to B, but I’m not sure about the inside.

#SoWhenItIsColdIWearABigCardiganUnderneathMyCoatThoughTheWeatherWasReallyNiceYesterday

The cardigan makes me look super pregnant, geez. It’s so nice to have pleasant weather where I don’t have to put a million layers on B.

#WheneverIGoForWalksNowAndBumpIntoSomeoneIKnowTheyAlwaysSayTheyAreSurprisedToSeeMeOut

Someone was saying yesterday that they are surprised that I get out as much as I do. I’m trying to walk this baby out, but also I feel better for getting out of the house and moving about.

#IFeelLikeIHaveBecomeChattierWithMorePeopleOverTheLastFewWeeksAndKnowSomeMorePeople

I just know a lot of people with dogs, who generally talk to other people with dogs and so I get introduced to them. The bump is quite obvious now and a big talking point. It’s nice to chat to people.

#IAmDefinitelyWaddlingMoreNowEspeciallyIfIGoOutWithoutBAndThePushchair

When I’m with B we faff a lot and the pushchair gives me a lot of support. I walk less when I’m with B generally.

#IHaveBeenGaggingWheneverIBrushMyTeethInTheEveningForWeeksNowAndIAmBoredOfIt

I’ve mentioned it before. I brush my teeth after lunch and don’t feel sick then, it’s weird.

#IHaveATowelUnderneathTheBedsheetAndThenOneOnTopOfItInCaseMyWatersBreakWhenIAmInBed

I don’t want to ruin my Nan’s nice mattress. My waters might not break though. I feel like they’re more likely to break on a walk on a cold day and I’m freezing trying to get home quickly…

#SomeNightsISleepWellAndSomeNightsIWakeUpLoadsOrCanNotSleepForAnHourOrTwo

The other night I was awake for 2 hours. Yesterday I struggled to nap.

#YesterdayIBuiltBsTableAndChairsWhichWasANiceDistraction

We had them delivered to my parents’ house in case we were at the hospital, but (spoiler) we weren’t… I love building furniture.

#SheHadLunchAtItAndAteMoreCreamCheeseOnToastThanSheEverHasSoThatWasGood

She was probably just hungry, but she seemed happy there. I’m still going to give her breakfast and dinner in her high chair for now.

#ANewThingOfHersIsWalkingAroundOnHerTiptoesWhichIGuessSheDoesBecauseSheHasFiguredOutSheCanDoIt

Why not?

#SheIsAlsoAReallySupportiveCheerleaderAtTheMomentWhoClapsEverythingIDoWhichIsGoodForMySelfEsteem

It is quite funny. She will put something in the bin and clap for herself, which is fine until it is something that she shouldn’t put in the bin – like her cup or my Nan’s gardening gloves.

#IAmNotSureIfItIsHormonesOrWhatButIAmCurrentlyObsessedWithA30SecondSectionOfBatOutOfHellAndIKeepPlayingThatBitOnRepeat

I generally play from 8 to 9 minutes. So good.

#IHopeThatBabyXLikesMusicAndDancingAsMuchAsBDoesButIfNotThatIsFine

I do not want to compare them. They will like what they like and I’ll do my best to support their interests (if they are not illegal 🙂 )

#IDoNotWantToWishTheirEarlyYearsAwayButIAlsoCanNotWaitToSeeTheBigHumansTheyTurnInto

I’m so intrigued. B is constantly changing, which is amazing to see. The newborn phase will be over before I know it with Baby X.


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